wowow [Sunday, April 15th 2007 @ 3:27] [ mood | fkds ] [ music | sashas i/ms ] i havent used this thing in like 2 years ! sashas gay, and is making me use it again. alright... well shes not gay haha. you gotta love her tho ! k my weekend is amaazing and this is boring. COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. bye 1 -COMMENT

ugh kfdjsfklasjfdas [Monday, October 23rd 2006 @ 9:13] [ mood | depressed ] I need to get alot of things off my chest, and i think this is the only way i can. I've been really bitchy latley, and not getting what i want. I just wish life could be so much eaiser, then what it is. I wish i was a little less annoying. I wish i had a boyfriend. I wish i had a real BESTFRIEND I wish for everything. Too bad, wishes don't come true. At least, not for nicole. god. you just gotta love life. 1 -COMMENT

Blahfdjhfdhasfjdas [Sunday, October 22nd 2006 @ 2:42] I'm annoying and i have no friends and i'm done with the stupid drama bullshit so, bye everyone COMMENT

:] [Monday, October 16th 2006 @ 3:26] [ mood | happy ] [ music | andrewwwwwwwwwww talking ] I love the weather outside. I love how it's getting cold. I love the cold weather. :] :] COMMENT

whatever [Monday, September 25th 2006 @ 9:29] [ mood | whatever ] [ music | i/mes ] I'm so sick of everything. I'm sick of feeling like i have to be the perfect person. I'm so sick of people thinking you're obbsessed with one person, just becuase you talk about them all the time. They just dont understand the relationshp bewteen that person, and you. I feel like, what i give, isnt good enough for people. I'M SORRY I DONT GIVE YOU ENOUGH ATTENTION, AND DEVOTION. I dont have a fucking click, so shut the fuck up. ughughughughugh i hate being on my period, and being in a shitty mood. 2 -COMMENT

yeah [Thursday, August 31st 2006 @ 9:43] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Jenais i/ms ] I hate how i lose friends. I might not say i care, but you know i do. I lose a piece of me, everytime i think about it. I hate how people NEED to make mistakes, becuase thats just how life is. Life isnt perfect, and you need a few bad things to happend. I just wish, it didnt hurt this much. I had two greatful friends, and i screwed it up by doing somthing, that i know i shouldnt have done, but did it anyways. I took a chance, and it screwed up. I not going to regret it, becuase i never regret anything. I hate how i let them treat me, and in the end i always love them. I'm a very affectionate person, what can i say. Things changed big time, and i wish everything would go back; but, it's not going too. I miss when Hannah, and i use to do everything together, everyday from this exact moment. Her birthday isnt going to be the same as last year, and i hate it. I hate how i know what i did was wrong, but, it wasnt just me. I hate the words "fuck you, fuck off, get the fuck out of my life". Whatever, im done with everything. I just wish what i just said was true, and i'd forget about all of this =/ COMMENT

! [Wednesday, August 16th 2006 @ 8:19] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | michelle branchh. ] Things have changed. nothing is going to be the same; ever, again. SHES MY FAVORITRE. :] 3 -COMMENT

:[ [Monday, August 7th 2006 @ 10:06] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Sashas i/mes ] Sometimes, taking off can open up your eyes; to everything that lies in your heart. COMMENT

Yeah [Friday, August 4th 2006 @ 11:17] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Brandies i/mes ] Somtimes, i just wish, everything in the world was perfect. Perfect parents perfect sisters, and brothers perfect friendships perfect boyfriends perfect at not making mistakes perfect at life perfect at everything. I know thats not going to happend. If everything was perfect, you wouldnt learn from your mistakes. But, the thing is; you make a mistake, and you learn from it; but, you end up doing it again. I hate when people can make 58437658473 mistakes, and in the end, they still get what they want. Even more of what they wanted. I get nothing. I hung out with bethany today, and she left. Then i hung out with lou. cool okay bye COMMENT

[Friday, July 28th 2006 @ 4:45] [ mood | awake ] [ music | NSYNC BITCHES ] well, hello livejournal. How is everything? good for me. The sad part of me updating is becuase. myspace isnt working right now. I sometimes fucking hate myspace. Gah; it pisses me the fuck off. oh well, i should shut up, becuase i know i love it. It so freakin addicting. oh oh, haha. im probably boring you. I NEVER, have anything interesting to talk about, in these entries. ah, i was with sasha the whole day yesterday :]. I had alot of fun. Im gonna miss that girl alot. :[ anywyas, here are pictures. fhsjfhasfasfklas goodday<3 ( ah pictures. :] ) 8 -COMMENT

UPDATING? YEAH. [Saturday, July 22nd 2006 @ 9:21] [ mood | hahha. ] [ music | Al&AJ<3 ] So, how is everyone latley?. Im doing greeeat, if i say so, myself. :]. I've been doing alot of stuff latley. Its feels good just, to be home, and chillen. yeah,yeah fdkskjdasfs afkjasklfdas fdasjf;as I have really nothing interesting to talk about. School starts in like a week, eh?. how shittty is that. Actually, im kinda excited to go back to school; see people, i havent seen in awhile. I just dont want the homework, and stuff. w00t, im a 10th grader. :]. I think i've already did that, in my last update, but i dont care. This has been by far, the best summer ever. I met alot of new people, and went back to one of my oldold bestfriends. :] I LOOOOVE IT. :]. But, i've also lots some pretty good kids, in my life. oh well =/. alright, well, im gonna go. l@t3r.! 4 -COMMENT

ah livejournal again. [Sunday, July 2nd 2006 @ 1:23] [ mood | happy ] [ music | High school musical ] Havent been on this thing in a couple of months. It actually feels good. rememeber when people use to use this all the time. good times good times. Now its all "OMGZ MYSPACE". so, how is everyone?. im doing pretty good. Im getting ready to go to lous house to go to a jacksonville show. whoot whoot. Life is great. Schools over. Im finally a 10th grade. :) damn, i feel good. 2 -COMMENT

YEAH [Thursday, April 20th 2006 @ 12:39] IM DONE WITH LIVEJOURNAl i hate things i love things my life is amazing i hate some people, i love some people. People are the same life is the same shit. pretending to be somthing your not alright bye JEN LIKES TO RAPE ME! COMMENT

dsadsa [Sunday, March 26th 2006 @ 5:32] [ mood | hungry/happy ] [ music | 3lw hoeeeee ] Life is fucking amazing. i love it so much. :) awh. hahahahahahahahah < < life couldnt be anymore amazing. <3 1 -COMMENT

fdsjhfkds [Monday, March 13th 2006 @ 3:01] [ mood | whatever ] [ music | Laurens i/ms ] Want to know whats going on in my life. well, here you go. Ive changed over the past months lost friends, gained some friends;; yeah yeah blah blah. ive been going thrue alot latley,; probly more then what you want too know. My parents have been fighting alot, and i havent been getting along with neither of them for a while. I dont know what to say; i have alot of feelings, but i cant put them in sentences. i feel hurt,upset, yet happy at the same time. I feel like i have to be the best person in the world, just so my friend knows everything is going to be alright. Knowing that i know that its not going to be alright. I feel used, yet not really that much. (If you didnt know, im talking about two different things at the same time) Yeah, if you dont know what im talking about, just bare with me. Everyone probly knows about, the whole brandon jaffe thing;; since its going around fpc. I've known him since i was in 5th grade;; yeah long time. His sister, is my really good friend. I love her more then anything. I need to comfort her, and tell her everythings going to be alright,;;when i know that its not. I dont know, whats going to happend, or just blah; anything. I dont know whos real or whos not anymore. I CANT TRUST anyone anymore. Ive been so moody, and emotional latley. Thats why ive seem to be yelling, or trying to start shit with alot of people. The other thing thats wrong;; i just dont know how to tell this without saying what it really is. I know it sounds confusing, but its not, if you really think hard. its like, "i'm not an object, or a pet you can shoo away when you're done playing with it, i'm a person.". You wont listen to me, when i try to talk to you. Maybe this will get this thrue your head. Its hard to say this, but i just want everything gone. I dont like the way to treat me now. You always say im sorry, and things are still the same; but i know that they arent. Wow, this entry is going to confuse alot of people. Maybe some people will get it. No, i do not want sympothy saying"Blah im sorry nicole, im here for you, blahblahblahblahblah, shit like that" I just want everything to be back to normal Nicole Campanaro having a normal life............................ahaha pssh i wish. COMMENT

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